welll....it's supossedly wrong isn't it? cldnt slp at all agn feeling weird tears simply collect in my eyes yet nvr flow supossedly weird..hmmm.. i nvr show wad i feel on the inside on the outside only some willll know wad i talking about heh wonder if writingeverything on the paper willl help but the paper must not be seen unless i show la if it works. meryl chen i am gona buy u chocs this post is weird it feels so hollow hmmmm. maybe i shld tear the paper up? i cant wait for trg it will be smth for me to focus on and when i rch home hopefuly i will be too tired to think
deep down i know, no amt of physical pain can compare with the turmoil inside